Happiness = good food+friends<3

"A friend is somebody you want to be around when you feel like being by yourself." -Barbara Burrow

<3 I love all my friends but there have been those few people that have always been there even when I felt like being alone. They made the effort to be there. I already lost one person. [if there was a friend that I wish that is with me now is you, yaya, but I know that we are still friends] and for the rest of the few people that have been there unconditionally and supportive, [you know who you are], I love you guys to death and want to thankyou for everything. Never forget that I will always do the same for you. True friends are hard to find. Throughout life I have learned to befriend all but trust less and to always enjoy life lovelaughlive. Life is too short to be angry and to pick stupid fights. As I thought through things I realized that I was never mad but I felt sorry for you. I can't say that I have ever lost a friend because if a friendship is capable of ending then we weren't really friends to begin with.____

Lean on me

Sometimes in our lives
We all have pain, we all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's
Always tomorrow

Lean on me
When your not strong
I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long till i'm gonna need
somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things
You need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you won't let show

You just call on me brother
When you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'll understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Lean on me
When your not strong
I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till i'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

You just call on me brother
When you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem
That you'll understand
We all need somebody to lean on

If there is a load
That you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me

Call me, call me, call me
Call me, call me, call me
Call me, if you need a friend
Call me, call me, call me , call me
Call me, call me, call me
ooooooooooooooooo

Lean on me
When your not strong
And i'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till i'm gonna need somebody
Somebody to lean on

Lean on, lean on me (come and lean on me)
Lean on, lean on me (come and lean on me)
Lean on, lean on me (if you need a friend)
Lean on, lean on me (call me)

__Lean on me Michael Bolton

Faraken Paanshii!

DGC- Most awesome posse ever :D

I'm sorry, I never knew that I had something that good, I always look beyond what I have.

____Now I know all the good things I have and I'm not going to let go; Everything happens for a reason.


edits. I found my future home! man this place is so cooool~ http://thepaddubai.com/
October 25, 2008 I got my new gekko phone, finally :D

October has been the longest month yet D:

What the hell is wrong with my blog site, whenever I post something it just deletes D:< I just wrote something and it just deleted *anger*

October is almost over! I can't wait till this month is over since then that means I shall be getting my new GEKKO :D haha I have been waiting for a new phone since this summer, stupid tmobile and their rules. ><* Anyways first things first, I need to wish a Happy Birthday to Grant, Cherry, Kelli, Melissa, My BestFriend Henshen Yah, Armrest, Darren my awesome cousin<3, Lyo, Mattttttttty<3, Ki, and my grandmama<3!

Update_____
I am not in the mood to retype what i just wrote so I'm just going to shorten it. You have got to get your act straight, I'm not always going to be here for you. You got enough chances from me. Because of you, I am starting to doubt people more and not be as trusting to people as I am before. I have always been the type of person to never judge, label, or listen to what other people have said about a person but you just gave me a reasonable doubt. I still consider you one of my good friends so whenever you need me, you know that I will be there for you in a heartbeat. Just remember that; always. And one more thing; opportunities are always there, you just have to know when to seize it.




I love Henry<3 XD lol

Bah bah be dum

Even though we don't talk that much anymore, I am glad that we are still friends. We still are friends is one of the best news I heard this year because I really do miss you<3

Ryan Cabrera-I Will Remember You
3 years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple
Cause I hate goodbyes
And I try to keep it simple
By telling myself that

I,
I will remember you
And all of the things
That we've gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
So we're not together
I will remember you
I will remember… you

We’re a picture
In my mind
When I want to find you
I just close my eyes
You’ll never be that far from me
So don’t say goodbye 'cause
You’ll never be that far from me
I’m telling myself

I… I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
So we're not together
I will remember… you

You were there when I needed a friend
Thank you thank you
I never told you how much that meant
Gotta thank you thank you

I… I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
So

I… I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
We’re not together
I will remember you
We’re not together
I will remember you

I will remember… you

I LOVE BLOGGING YO~

I was looking through my old things and I found something that a friend wrote which I thought was hilarious so I decided to post it here. Actually I found quite a lot of good things to write down lol wow the good old schooldays D:

__“Girls are like apples…the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren’t as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree…”

This so sounds like a typical boy to me. LOL

There are three types of friends
1. Friends that are like food in which you need to live
2. Friends that are like medicine in which you need occasionally
3. Friends that are like illnesses in which you never want

This is true. People were deep back in the days too, I'm surprised. haha

A guy may say things that make no sense, make you hate them, make you think they’re weird, stupid, or foolish, but there are rare occasions where you know he is the one you love.

Damn boys. and I love this saying that my cousin told me
& it's amazing how every girl has that one guy, that could call her up at 3 in the morning and say, "Lets go out, I'm coming now"& putting aside her shock, her excitement, her anger or her hate for him, she'd give him only four words... "Give me 10 minutes"

Well I am done with my post for today. I guess its all a bunch of random sayings and quotes from people. But its still all G XD
and one last thing I LOVE BLOGGING! haha it helps me to get through the day and get things off my mind. Especially since I don't want to bother my friends with all my stupid crap and problems. Blogs really do help. I love them<3 haha

To dauuuuuu!

First things first I want to say Happy Birthday to Kelli Yogi and Robin Kim!<3 Plus future Happy Birthdays [since I probably won't update this thing everyday] to Kevin, AC, and Cheyna! :D Those are the birthdays that I remember for now, if I recall anymore I shall edit it then.

Reliving my past yesterday was really memorable. It brought back all the good times and brought me to where I am today. It was really reliving. Friends keep me stable in this unstable world.<3
Anywhos I am really starting to hate college, yes hate. I don't like using the word hate since its such a strong word and I hardly use it unless I mean it. But college is pushing everyone that I was close to apart. I guess its because we are all growing older and we all have our own things to do now, but its lonesome especially when its people that you have been close friends with. I guess that I wanted to post these thoughts because of a lovely talk I had with My Jesse [: Reliving the past was very refreshing. That is all I have in my mind for now, I shall update when more thoughts cloud my mind.

Oh and stop with the stupid jokes, its getting old and irritating. Plus its getting too far.
and Peter if your reading this, don't comment my blogs again LOL :x I'm just kiddddding.
Oh and one more thing, my brother is just omg a typical boy that does not use his brain. = =;

________ I wanna be
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-AVkT4c65cQ
I love this song a lot right now.

Unexplainable thoughts

This year is turning out to be a very stressful year. There were many new things that happened. I learned about friends, school has started and so forth. One thing that I have to state right now is that I extremely dislike it when people tell me that I am skinny. FYI people I already know that, please don't tell me that. I don't go around telling big people that they are big, I'm sure that they already know.

___ Now for my real post. I have always been a very happy person but this past week I have been feeling sadness. It's most likely from the past and I have been thinking a lot about it. Throughout this year the word "friend" has gradually been changing. I have learned that there are your real friends, friends, then the people who are just there. But I have also learned that there is a whole nother catagory which I do not know what to label it and you are in it. You are the only person that always knows how I am feeling no matter what. I can never fake how I am with you. One thing that really surprised me was when we had one of our usual chats and you said "you still miss [person] don't you". Thankyou for always being there for me and sometimes knowing me better than myself. And I love how even though I don't talk to you in a long time, we picked up right from where we left off like nothing changed. I am so sick and through with changes. I know that they are unavoidable but still its nice to know that some things are the same.
**I am learning to move on and with you with me all the way I know that it is possible. Sometimes a person doesn't always have to be strong, it is okk to show weakness; being weak doesn't mean you aren't a strong person. It just means you are human just like everyone else.

__ I realized that I am never satisfied long with what I have, I always want what I can't have.

My thoughts

My first post and thoughts that i have at the moment. Lately i have had a lot of things on my mind and those things have been making me think even more. I guess i just want things back to the way that they were. and that is all i have to say for now.

____ "I need you. I don't know why but every now and then in my life, for no reason at all, I just need you."

I honestly miss you even though I know that I should let go of my past, I just can't.