Unexplainable thoughts

This year is turning out to be a very stressful year. There were many new things that happened. I learned about friends, school has started and so forth. One thing that I have to state right now is that I extremely dislike it when people tell me that I am skinny. FYI people I already know that, please don't tell me that. I don't go around telling big people that they are big, I'm sure that they already know.

___ Now for my real post. I have always been a very happy person but this past week I have been feeling sadness. It's most likely from the past and I have been thinking a lot about it. Throughout this year the word "friend" has gradually been changing. I have learned that there are your real friends, friends, then the people who are just there. But I have also learned that there is a whole nother catagory which I do not know what to label it and you are in it. You are the only person that always knows how I am feeling no matter what. I can never fake how I am with you. One thing that really surprised me was when we had one of our usual chats and you said "you still miss [person] don't you". Thankyou for always being there for me and sometimes knowing me better than myself. And I love how even though I don't talk to you in a long time, we picked up right from where we left off like nothing changed. I am so sick and through with changes. I know that they are unavoidable but still its nice to know that some things are the same.
**I am learning to move on and with you with me all the way I know that it is possible. Sometimes a person doesn't always have to be strong, it is okk to show weakness; being weak doesn't mean you aren't a strong person. It just means you are human just like everyone else.

__ I realized that I am never satisfied long with what I have, I always want what I can't have.