A new year with new beginnings :D

"All of life is a journey which paths we take, what we look back on, and what we look forward to is up to us. We determine our destination, what kind of a road we will take to get there and how happy we are when we get there."
It's a new year and about time to gather all my thoughts together and try to form them into something that will make sense. Lately I have been feeling really unsure of things and losing trust in people, especially guys. I think its because I have reached the age where I am unsure of what is going to happen in my life. One thing that I am sure of is that I don't belong in hawaii. I do love it since its the place that I grew up, all my friends and family are here but I don't belong here. Staying here will have no gains for me. I wouldn't grow as a person and will just be stuck in one place, trapped. Right now I am excited to be graduating soon and then leaving this place to start on a new journey. Hopefully a journey where I will figure out what to do and where I will feel more comfortable being. Another thing is that I am losing trust and faith in people. I was always happy meeting new people but lately I have been feeling that a lot of people that I meet aren't good people. Especially the guys I have been meeting. Girls are better since they don't expect anything out of the meetings. I don't know, I just have a different view of people and I'm not judging everyone out of the few guys that I have met. But it just opens my eyes to how I previously have viewed them as. So to end this on a happy note, I am excited of what's to come in my future. Not letting anyone getting in my way and keeping my focus on what's to come.
___"The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own. No apologies or excuses. No one to lean on, rely on, or blame. The gift is yours, it is an amazing journey, and you alone are responsible for the quality of it. This is the day your life really begins." -Bob Moawad

EDITS.
I realize that I have a hard time trusting people now and I blame you for this.